I'm so sorry I turned my back on you that day you left my life. I know this is all my falt you would still be here if I would have been a little stronger for you. It's funny to I'm married and you know him. He tells me every now and then that u and I were really sole mates he could see it in our eyes. I wish I could turn back time and just hold you forever and I would never let you go.. Tell we meet again I Love you and miss you so much..........
I LOVE YOU! / Jennifer Hinson (sister)
I miss you so much, Adam. Until we meet again, love your sister, Jennifer Close
I was shocked to say the least / Shannon Doty (Friend from the day )Read >>
I was shocked to say the least / Shannon Doty (Friend from the day )
I can honestly say that when I found out what happened I was overly upset. I had tried to look for you and had no idea you would have ened up in Arizona, stupid me. All I wanted to know was how you were doing and all of the kids you had and share some stories about how it was to be a grown up with new problems. But I didn't have that chance. I didn't get to hear the joy in your voice telling me about your handsome kids, and your beautiful wife or how great it was to have family. I wanted to hear about all the new friends you made close to home and how much you loved them all just like you loved us in Patterson when we were kids. I know you remember all the dumb things we did, I miss that life we used to have way back then when we worried about kid stuff. I know you can see all of the people you've impacted throughout your life, and I know for you it's hard to believe that so many people love and miss you so much but we do.......................Remember us: Sherry, Shannon, Siggie, Bobby, and the rest of the delinquents you used to hang with.....................
Remeber Don Pedro / Jason Sigman (best friend )
Hey bro what's up? Man it's still hard to believe that you're gone. I know we lost touch after you moved but I know you can never forget the weekend that we chilled at Don Pedro. Remember sinking the jet skies....damn that was funny. What happened all those lowriders we were going to own. Well hey gotta jet see ya on the flip side bro. On last thing....what was you nickname again...oh yeah that's right, ZONK right. Later Dayz man Close
Sorry doesn't fix anything / Lynn Wheeler (Friend of sister )
Jennifer and I have been best friends for over 7 years, since they moved to Tennessee. They talked about Adam alot. But I never got to meet him. I know he and Dale started getting close a few months before he took his life. And I know it hit Dale hard. Sorry wont bring your son back, but I don't know what else to say. I can not imagine the pain you feel, but Adam lives on in those precious little babies. I only ever heard good things about Adam. How much Jennifer, Cholise and Dale missed him. Joey is still too young to fully understand exactly what happened. But one day he will know. I give you my deepest sympathies and pray that you can once again find peace. Close
wow...../ Leese Last (passer by )
I sat here late one night......june 23rd 2006 just happened to be my sons birthday..i too was looking up shamrock tattoos.. and came across this, I have only read a few messages and already they have made me cry.....my son will be 19 in around 32 minutes.. i remember that day like it was yesterday .. our children are all precious to us.. to have them taken away at such an early age is such a sad and great loss.. well i didnt know your son...but still my tears fall for you all.. I dont know what else to say, but he wil always be with you..... be strong....love and light Leese xxxx Close
Your baby boy!! / Kara Matuzk (none)
You know I do not know you or your son, I came across this through the overnight.org. I lost my brother James October 16, 2001. My friend Lori knew Adam through working at Safeway. I am from the same town that they worked in. It is such a wonderful thing you have on here, showing the love that this man gave you and the love you gave him. He will forever be watching over you, his children, and his wife. I know in my heart that he is in a better place along with my brother James, who would be turning 26 in December. Take care and my heart goes out to you and your family. Close
Well I never knew Adam and I dont know him at all I only know what I just read. One moring I was sitting at school looking up clover tattoos on google and one popped up that said clover ankel tattoo in memory so I decided to look at it and instead this page came up and I started to read it and it had a sad story of a young man who had died at only the age of 28.Then when I started to read more and look at the pictures you could tell that he touched so many peoples lives and he will always be remembered so I just wanted to let everyone know that you have my blessings and Im truely sorry for your lose.Keep your head up and deal with this situation how you think Adam would have!
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Why you did this will always be ridiculous to me! If any of us had a reason to end our lives it would of been me. However struggle is something I know very much about. I will never stop thinking about you beacuse its impossible to forget all(Many)the priceless memories which you have blessed me with. I love you like a brother homie. Trust and beleive that.
Mr, Robert my love 4 u cant stop Ruiz P.S. We will have words when ISee you up above!!!!!!
Another POS mom / Cindy Janikowski (POS)
Deanna, Such a wonderful memorial site you have created for your handsome son Adam. I am so sorry for your loss. I too share this awful road with you. Adam will always be loved and remembered. I hope you have happy memories of Adam. Love & Hugs, Cindy Kevin's Mom forever 8/22/84 - 3/4/05
To My Son... / Deanna Ferris (Mother)
Adam, you left us on 10/18/03 and we have missed you so much ever since. This month you would have been 26 yrs. old. I sat and wondered what you would look like now and what you would be doing if you were still here. The hole in my heart that was created when you died will never heal. I love you and miss you terribly. Mom Close
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But I didn't have that chance. I didn't get to hear the joy in your voice telling me about your handsome kids, and your beautiful wife or how great it was to have family. I wanted to hear about all the new friends you made close to home and how much you loved them all just like you loved us in Patterson when we were kids. I know you remember all the dumb things we did, I miss that life we used to have way back then when we worried about kid stuff. I know you can see all of the people you've impacted throughout your life, and I know for you it's hard to believe that so many people love and miss you so much but we do.......................Remember us: Sherry, Shannon, Siggie, Bobby, and the rest of the delinquents you used to hang with.....................
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